Monday, May 4, 2009


He used to tell me how lucky he was to have me in his life.
I would say no, I'm the lucky one.

"What would I ever do without you?" He would say.

"I don't know. I really don't think I'm all that special. I don't think I'm good enough for you, and one day you'll realize it, and then you will leave me."

"No, that's silly. I will never leave you. You need to start believing that you are good enough for me, and I love you so much."

We would have fights about how I didn't trust him to love me, and how I didn't believe his words.

So I finally let my guard down, and believed that we were good enough for each other. That we will have a beautiful future together, and nothing can break us apart.

And then, I think he finally realized that I'm just not good enough of a girlfriend for him.

Isn't it so painfully ironic?

It was extremely rainy today.
Funny how the sky is a little darker every time I visit that place. It's almost like a reflection of my life.

I stopped there really quickly, and ran out as fast as I had ran in.
I need to run. I'm tired of the memories catching up to me.
But I can't seem to run fast enough, and it is killing me.

Don't forget?


estetik drew said...

Interesting blog. It would be abounding if you can lath added abstracts about it. Accepting you

Burun Estetiği said...

It's a creativity site.thanks for sharing.. Video-endoskopik yöntemle, tamponsuz Burun Estetiği bilgileri, estetik burun ameliyati,Burun Estetiği,rinoplasti operasyonu Op. Dr. Yakup Avsar tarafindan anlatilmaktadir.
Burun Estetiği